This is very important. Know that at any point of time we can always reset our life and move forward.
This is what I am doing now. When I started Sharudin the Hermit, I thought that *[] will be the best Blog for me. Turned out that Blog is just setting the stage for Conversation with Sarah. It is my intention then to make this Blog my best effort by maintaining a clear and sensible thought while I write it.
* I'm not sure if this is your intervention. If it is, then I'm glad you like it.
There is nobody else reading this Blog except you and me. Therefore it is my challenge to explore the very best of me a[s] offer it to you.
I still don't know how to beat Sharudin the Hermit but I will do my very best. So each posting should be a masterpiece. I like what I had written so far. The premise of the Blog is solid and the introduction is profound.
What prompted we to start a new Blog is this: I came to the realization that to be successful as a man fully functioning, I need to align my thought, feeling and action.
All these while, the part that's lacking is the feeling to motivate my thoughts into action.
Obviously I got it all wrong. I thought to be successful I need to just be motivated. In another words, I just need to take care of my own feeling. Thar's what I had been doing all my life. I just take care of number one; me.
But when you gave you heart to me, only then I realize I have a greater source of motivation by having another person to love me. I now have double the intensity to be motivated!
In this case I no longer do things for myself but I am also carry the expectation of you, a person who loves me.
In other words, I become a responsible person knowing I am not the only one having the expectation for my actions.
Of course there will always be temptations like today I feel like smoking cigarettes. However because your love is a greater pull, I manage to steer away from the temptation. Same goes with cannabis and cunts.
It is different from before where I motivated myself from not smoking by fear of having cancer. It doesn't work because I have no fear of death! So it is true, love conquers all.
All you got to do is be there. You don't have to do anything. It is unconditional.
Just by having you in my mind, I am more certain. I feel loved. It is a powerful feeling. It is a spiritual awakening for me; to know you trusted me with your heart.
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