20/5/19 ***Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all

Baby, I am in such a [] mood.  It rained heavily just now and the weather is really soothing.

As usual I am listening to TraXX while clawing my keyboard.

Hey Sarah, you notice that I mellowed much as compared to when we first met?  I was still me but at that time I cannot contain my excitement.

I didn't sleep much either.

Yeah I remember...  It was a roller coaster ride.  I had my other challenges too.  I mean, I[] not entirely in one piece.  Yet we can fall in love.  Crazy isn't it?

It was not easy.  You really made my day when you said yes to my marriage proposal.

I used to worry that you will leave me.  Now no more.  Even if you are not around, I know you are with me always.

Sharudin Jamal‏ @sharudinjamal 1m1 minute ago

@SinghoJulio @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Hi Julio, I actually enjoy spoilers. When I was in college I would read the Cliff Notes (a summary of the story) before I read literature because I like to get the feel of the story beforehand. Same goes with movies. I watch spoilers first

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I plan to watch Games of Thrones since the first season.  People said (Ameezan, Sashi and the kids) it's a good series.  There's 8 seasons altogether.  Last night I watched a glimpse of it.  The Evil Queen looked pretty hot and I saw one part where a naked chick got lashed with a belt.  So I might watch it.

It's already 11:00 pm.  I think I hangout until 12:00 am

So Sarah, when will you tell me your motive?

Why so secretive?

OK I give 3 options:

• You can't tell me because [] you do, you will [] to kill me.
• There is no motive, this is part of normal surveillance

OK, I don't have to go to the third option.  You already answered.  Honeeey... the first option is suppose to be a dud.

The title of this song is Relaku Pujuk (I'm Willing to Persuade):

I trust you Sarah.  I got nothing to lose anyway.  I am a Nothing and I had pretty much told you everything.  So what's left?

Unless you are going after my mine.  My mine is my mind is my mine.  That's all there is.

Is that true?  There's nothing else Sarah.  Everything else belongs to my wife.

No?  There is still more?

What?  My soul?

Maybe I got it all wrong.  Maybe you don't want anything from me.  Maybe it is something that you can offer me.  

Whatever...

It is already 12:00 am

I got to sign off.

Here is your lullaby baby:

Goodnight baby,  I love you so much...

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