Monday, 27 May 2019

28/5/17 ^^^I am taking an open stance

Fuck it, I just be public.  Shinu Kikai O Momotomo.  I revert back to being me.  Instead of walking in the light with a cloak as advised by Master Jedi, I rather be stark naked.

This is my principle for the past 20 years.  I just use open stance all the way.

Malu apa bossku (why be embarrassed my buddy)?



Ever since I know you, I had been moving with certainty.  I am not going to retract and protrude like a turtle.  Nonsense...

If people cannot accept my Sine Cera approach, then don't read.  As far as I am concern that is not my business.  This is MY Blog and over here I am God.  I say whatever I want to say, I do whatever I feel like doing.

My objective all the while is to be free from being free.  Why now when I am already achieving my goal do I want to regress into a passive mode?

Fuck it, I just say my piece.

What's the worst case scenario?  People will judge me as being crazy.  Is that my worst fear?

About time I face that fear and get on with my life.

What's the second thing I fear?  It is fear of rejection.  Well live with it.  Every rejection will make me wiser and stronger.

What's the third fear?  Hmmm... what else?  I guess that's about it.



Of course like any other human being, I too get angry and hurt.  I also get sad.  But these three states are something that I have to deal with i[t] I am to be a free man.  I believe if I have no fear of being judged and rejected I can bulldoze any obstacle in front of me.


I told you Sarah, hell is a place where things contract and expand at the same time.  Well if my emotion is making me contract and expand at the same time, then it is the same as I am being in hell, isn't it?

So walking in the dark naked and walking in the light with a cloak is not my style.  I want to walk naked in the light and I want to illuminate.  That is because I am who I am.  As Zero mentioned in her salutation, I am The Light of Truth.  How can I wear a cloak in the light?


Therefore I will continue to shine REGARDLESS of the external condition.  I am beyond the circumstances that surround me.  I am the Man.


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