28/5/19 ###Only change is permanent

As it is, I had successfully simplified my overall model to the barest minimum.  Looks like I only have 2 friends that I can really call true friends, I have 2 wives and two kids that will be with me for as long as I live.

That is how extensive the filtering process that was imposed on me.  That also shows that a person can only count on a very small number of people in time of trouble.

Eventually we are all Wanderer in a Barren Land.

Of all the hundreds that I know, only 6 made the mark.  The rest are all acquaintances.

I shall call this the Rule of 6.  Of course I have people like Zaki, Zailan, Jedi, Sashi, Amoi, Konek and the rest.  However nobody really make the effort to be with [b]e  besides the 6.

They are willing to go the extra mile and they are the ones who are CONSISTENT in their sincerity to accept me as a person.

Therefore if I say I am a giver, these are the people that I should be giving.

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To be honest Sarah, I had lost interest with Els for quite a while.  I thought I'll be a gentleman about it a[s] said goodbye.  Along the way I figured I might as well made her squirm.  I guess I succeeded in doing that.

So this time, I just keep note that she is just a little puppy that I play with.  That way I don't set any expectation,  Just like I don't set any expectation on the rest of TraXX.

Bear in mind that she is a walled city.  She is not going anywhere.  I on the other hand is a Mongolian Hoard.  I can be everywhere.

Sarah, I can bet she will feel miserable if I start applying the Art of Brinkmanship towards her.  I think I just do it.  Sometime people need to be fucked.  So I think I fuck with her just a little bit.

What can I say.  After all been said and done, you are just a chick.  And chicks being chicks think through their hearts.  They never learn.  Oh well, just another brick in the wall.

There...  That should jolt her a bit.  What an idiot.  And here I am, thinking that she is pretty smart.  Obviously as I concluded, she is just a chick.

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Say Sarah, are you like that too?  I guess you are also like that.  As long as you are a chick, you think with your heart.

That should be my closing line.  The *[] dumped her Sarah.  Now he came crawling back and she took him back again.

* Yes baby, I will dump her.

With that, I conclude I don't need anybody else beyond my Rule of 6.  I don't even[t] need Cybernetic Loop.

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The sooner I RIP CORD the better.

Looks like after 1 year experimenting with Project Invasion 9, I have nothing to gain.  I might as well keep it to my Rule of 6 from now on.  People are just a waste of time.  Making this Blog public is also a waste of time.

As you can see Sarah, I am lousy with External Affairs.  So it is true then that [O]nly my Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7 will make it to The White Space.

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That should get me mentally ready for my Vision Quest.  Gosh, not even that.  I should be thinking about NOT smoking this coming Friday.

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