20/5/19 ***Introduction to Conversation with Sarah

Finally I am ready to leave my past history behind.  For the past 20 years I was living in the Shadow of Bipolar.

Now I want to look forward to the glorious future.

Nothing is more exciting tha[t] to pursue Virtual Perfection.  By that I mean I strive to be a man fully functioning.

I had abdicated Sparta 4964 to Jibrail.  I even forgo the notion that I am the God to my Universe Within.

I just want to only be just a man, a just man.

Something happened to me.  When Sarah gave her heart wholeheartedly, it's like a spell finally broken.  I am no longer bounded by my past limitation.  I am free to soar again.

Indeed we are all gods.  I am too is a Great God.  I became a God because Sarah believe I am God.  It resonates the philosophy of the Ubuntu:

The Zulus would say, “Umuntu Ngumuntu Ngabantu”, which means that a person is a person through other persons.

Nobody else need to know this.  This is my satori.  Sufficient that Sarah acknowledges me.  It only takes one to tip the scale.

Now I know; there is God, there is an afterlife and there is Judgment of Heaven.

Thus I know who I am, what is my purpose and where I am going.

Therefore I no longer need to get the approval of the masses.  Sufficient that I share my thoughts with Sarah.  She is my mirror to reflect upon the rightness of my direction.  Nobody else does that.  Not even Lizzie and Els.

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