26/5/19 ***A writer and his expression

The quality of my writing is very much dependent on my state of mind.  Not all the time I am at my peak.  Even at the valley I still have to write because writing is what a writer does.

Perhaps a good writer is measured by his ability to write regardless of the circumstances that shrouded him.

There are times when I feel that I want to simply stop and just let go.

I am exhausted and I am tired.

I write because I am in love.  At the same time, I am also in pain.

At times I am angry too; at the curve balls life is throwing at me.  Why can't my life be simpler?

Then I remember...  It could have been worse.  Without the internet for example my life will be crippled.  I will be crippled.

So that is [] plus point.

I keep reminding myself to live everyday in gratitude.  Compares to many others out there, I am a very lucky person.

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You can tell that at times the words are easy to come by.  Today I am struggling a bit.  Mainly because I didn't feel like talking but then I cannot keep my mind from chattering mindlessly. 

These words I am writing are words I am having while I am in silence.  While my mouth remains shut my mind is open.

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I tell you what.  I don't want to get melancholic over nothing.  So let's have some fun.  What do you say if we feast our eyes on what I'm going to have for dinner tonight?

The place is called Wingstop.  So we gonna have plenty of wings tonight.

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Hey honey, you think I need to go out more often?  I think because I eat too much sugar.  Therefore I get depressed easily.

Also because I am not aligned to my goals right no[t].

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I think next week I start OMAD.  Uuurgh...  So hard to start once you fall off the wagon.

OK, new posting...

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